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Friday, December 25, 2009
woohoo.. christmas is over.. n time to say goodbye.. hehe.. life's is like tat.. once times up.. u have to face the fact.. accept it with a smile.. if nt u might me stuck in tat moment forever.. hahass.. i don't wanna stuck forever.. time for me to move on!! ^^
xoxo
|12:20 PM|
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
hAHAS. BLOGGING WIF MY HP IS HARD. LMAO
xoxo
|11:43 PM|
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Monday, December 21, 2009
oh man.. my life has been messed up lately.. shits happen to me always!! things change!! my life juz desperately change!! haix.. actually tot of planning more outing de.. and hope things between my buddy n me would get better eventually.. but.. we just quarrel.. and those tots of so called plans in my mind suddenly just gone.. i'm lost again.. haix.. there are just too many things i cant say out sia.. but.. dun get it.. why must he say this word irritating to me sia.. damn hurt sia.. others can say me tat i don mind.. but how can my buddy use this kind of words to me sia.. haix.. cause of that girl la.. change him so much or he change himself de.. i myself also dunno lor.. all because of that gal la.. tsktsk.. change till he bastard me few times le.. which i juz dun wan to say onli lor.. cause i dun wanna make life hard for my buddy.. so i choose to be silent.. haix.. sad sad sad.. =( why this kind of shit kena on me sia..
xoxo
|4:59 AM|
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Sunday, December 20, 2009
Fatty! Listen up! hahass.. If u were to say stupid stuff like today again.. I swear i would kick a soccer ball rite into ur flat face ok? No joke abt it.. hahass.. Don't push ur luck.. lalalalalalala.. Woohoo
xoxo
|6:49 AM|
Wow.. He totally forgot about it..
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
Wow.. so surprise that my buddy really forget what he says to me already.. haix haix.. hahass.. ouch rite? hahass.. well well.. kinda sad actually.. hahass.. but nvm la.. pretending i'm ok infront of my buddy is always the best thing for me to do.. =) i understand if i were in my bud shoes.. 2 choices is always hard to make.. but u can only choose one.. not to make things hard for my bud.. i choose to.. If truth is a kind of hurt, i choose to lie.. If lie is a kind of hurt, i choose to be silent.. If slient is a kind of hurt, I choose to leave..
xoxo
|1:48 AM|
Plan Spoiled
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Friday, December 18, 2009
Actually today wanna ask my buddy out.. cause yesterday i ask him weather today he going out anot.. he told me maybe.. cause few days back i got told him friday we go eat poppeye's.. i think should be tat day we went to vivo i told him already.. then he ok wif me.. so i planned.. actually today wanna go poppeye's for dinner.. then after dinner maybe go for a movie or something else, if not we can go chill or something.. but end up he went to meet the girl.. zZzZz.. haix.. cause tat day we went vivo.. actually wanna watch movie.. but then vivo cinema got gala so the cinema was close from 6.30pm onwards.. so i said.. why not go downtown watch movie.. nearer to our place.. then he agree wif me.. and i confirm on tat day i ask him for poppeye's on friday which is today.. haix.. so sad.. he rather choose to meet the gal then go out wif me le.. not sad mehx if ur buddy suddenly like that.. if i open mouth ask him dun meet the gal cause i plan everything le.. somemore say go eat poppeye's tgt on wed le.. he cfm will be stuck in between both choices on which one to choose de lor.. so i choose to keep quiet n swallon it down lor.. but who can i turn to? all i can do is blog things out.. when i need my bud where is he? when my bud need me should i be there for him anot?? haix.. wat to do sia.. someone, somebody, anybody pls tell me wat to do lei.. SIANZ!!!! totally no mood today sia.. haix haix haix.. all i can do is put a smile infront of him and pretending i'm alright.. =(
xoxo
|9:17 AM|
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Thursday, December 10, 2009
Sometimes making a decision is hard.. I'm still lost.. I'm still thinking of a way.. I'm still struggling.. Cause this is not what i want.. It's way too pathetic.. I wanna make a change to it.. But it takes both hands to clap.. I wanna be like before.. Not like now.. So far i know.. (Nothing stays by you forever.. Let nature take it's place..) is bullshit.. All i know is.. If you don't fight for what you want.. You will end up regretting for the rest of your life.. So that's why i am trying hard to fight for what i want.. But so far i still can't get back my old buddy.. Cause his alrdy obsessed with a girl.. There are many things in life when a stranger walk past and the thing suppose to be there is all gone.. Cause this stranger are selfish.. They took all the things away from you.. This is how unfair life can be.. Reality is so cruel..
xoxo
|8:15 AM|
